I am at the point where I don’t constantly need a map to go somewhere. That and I’m getting busy with school work, I have an interview tomorrow to be a assistant in the cage, or be a greeter which is right in my vocation. Hopefully if I get the job I can start work soon because I am gonna be broke after buying the next group of things I need for my classes. It scares me when I feel like I’ve looked and tried for the opportunities I need and I fail. My nigga MJ is very helping too, so If I can swing it, I can prolly get a job thru him if this one doesn’t work. It feels good to actually try for something you want. Other school was different because I felt like I was making it thru because I HAD to, and now is my chance to live up to my potential and do something with the disciplines that I held myself up to. Thank god this is the only term I have to take any pre-recs, but they are all decent, fun. Film class is gonna kick my ass, but that’s the most exciting one.
I was so sad to leave home because I thought I could forever live in dreamland, and honestly I have yet to be fully on my own, granted my parents are helping me thru this whole thing immensely, but this is the first place that I ever had to really start over. I didn’t know a soul, and I kind of sat in my own sadness sometimes because I am alone here, but it’s an accomplishment to make it past that.